Feeling Blah

I thought things were starting to look up, but today is another day of feeling blah.

I do really well for a little bit, and then just get so distracted from what I'm supposed to be doing.

I don't want to see people or even leave the house. I really would like to just sleep for a bit.

This makes me think that even my new med change might not do the trick to get me out of this slump. I mean, I know that it will swing the other way at some point, I just don't know when.

I'm hopeful that this swing will happen soon. I've lost a lot of time and productivity at work and at home. I have important meetings tonight and later this week that I'm not prepared for. Honestly, I don't know how I'm going to get prepared for them. I suppose I'll just have to try to muster up the energy to do what needs to be done.

That's easier said than done.

I haven't lost all faith - I know it will be better - I'm just getting impatient.